Oh man, I wanna go swimming! It's so unfair. What's with the weather anyway? So, no more evil or stupid, how is this going to work? I can't articulate, that's what brought me to those general descriptors anyway. Using English in a way to make people understand is not something I'm good at! I think I have to find something to put my whole life into, I don't have anything that I really look forward to anymore. I don't have any classes that are soooo interesting and I don't have time for a lot of clubs, because I'm always doing homework for the so-so classes. Maybe tennis can be something that I look forward to, swimming is too. I've never been into physical activity before, I wonder if I can do it now? I wish Japanese could be like that, but the class frustrates me so much because I never know what's going on and she doesn't help us figure out what is. Studying everything and anything seems like the best thing to do, but it's so hard. Flashcards are all great and good, but then you have to look at them. And I still don't know what to study. I can't speak worth anything, all I can do is call people names, which doesn't endear them to me really. Maybe if I spend actual time on my homework, I'll find something about my classes to enjoy, that's going to have to be in the morning. Must wake up when alarm goes off. This morning I didn't even realize that I pushed the snooze button, I just rolled over and went back to sleep. What happens if I accidentally turn it off. Must train myself not to push the snooze button. Then I must stop setting the alarm early, I will set in at exactly the time I think I should get up and then I must get up!!