Today is a happy day. I get to play tennis hope it doesn't kill me head and I get to go home!! It's a great day, except to the fact that I have a Japanese kanji tesuto today, that part kinda sucks! I hope I do okay driving in Seattle, since I havn't driven since I've been there! There will certainly be lots of driving tomorrow, but I want to see people and do things!!

Wow, haven't eaten breakfast in a long time, my body is saying What the heck is this stuff? Hopefully I won't get bogged down, that would be a bad way to play tennis!

When I get back, I am definitely going to do some homework!!!! Lots of it! And productively too. It makes no sense to spend all day doing homework and then you got none of it done; you might as well just have played around the whole day, plus that's a lot more fun. Uh oh, I swear I just almost wrote "more funner" Lots of homework for Sociology and for AmEx. But maybe I'll focus on Sociology at first because I won't have Sam to work with.

Nothing at all interesting going on in my head.

So now they're going to let me publish huh? Well, we'll see about that!...right

It's getting to be crunch time. I still have some time so I'm not completely dying, but I had better hurry up!! If I would just start...but there is no nice little book to explain most of it to me, hopefully, I won't not be able to find anything! Don't you just love double negatives? Or triple negatives for that matter, though they're a little harder to wrap your head around when you use them. Sometimes the only time I can tell what is going on is by counting the negatives, but it still doesn't make sense the way some others do.

Hopefully this weekend will cure me of any evil "not want to do anythings." That would be nice. I think it's just the rate at which I don't do anything, other than homework. If I could just get out every once in a while I think it would be okay. But I don't, so it isn't.

I wonder if we're playing tennis tomorrow.

Publishing is unavailable huh?? Well, whatever.

Japanese homework took a long time last night, that was surprising. Maybe it didn't, but it felt like a long time. I still have to finish my "third draft" hehe, that is really still my first. I guess I need checks to make sure that I do my work, which I don't. I don't know what to write!! And I don't know people's names. So rough.

Really looking forward to going back to Seattle, but I'm afraid some people are going to be disappointed 'cause I won't have all sorts of free time I'm sure. Hopefully Saturday morning at least. Maybe someone will make me pancakes.

I am such a greedy person. I really don't need anyone to keep the elephant company, but I want them. And I was thinking that I could give them as Christmas presents, but I want them for myself! Is it better for me to be able to visit them? Or for me not to ever see them again? It's a tough call because I might get jealous if I saw them, but not seeing them would be a sad thing! Wow, I have such difficult problems don't I??

Okay, so I'm starting to notice a trend. I write a lot of poetry though I can't spell the word when I'm going to because that's when I think about all the stuff in the day but I barely get up to write it down. I did the other night and then went back to bed, but when I did that, I changed it in my head, but I didn't get back up to change it. So those changing, along with I don't know how many writy thingys are gone. But I just don't feel like writing when I'm awake, and a lot of the time, I'm too lazy to get up once I have gone to bed.

Is all this a good thing or a bad thing. I was discussing with myself the fact that poetry sometimes brings out the worst in me when I up the ante just to make the poem better maybe it's better that I can't remember them. It's not like I'm ever going to show them to anyone!

I had this scary dream that I had to read some poems to I don't know who, it was a bunch of people. And I had the poems impressed into my flesh and I read them off of there. Except that the first one which happened to be the one I wrote the other night I messed up on because somehow I decided to rewrite it while I was saying it, and it got all messed up. Then I don't remember the next one, but the last one I was supposed to read just looked like a pattern on my hand, and I thought I shouldn't read this one, it'll be boring for them. So apparently, I could have read it, I just chose not to. I wonder what it would have sounded like, were there words involved?

The never ending cycle continues...Monday, Monday, Monday, and occassionally a Tuesday or Thursday, but mostly Monday, Monday. One thing that remains constant, however, is that Jessica should have gotten up earlier than she did, because she's a lazy, lazy person. But I have to give her credit, she's also sick, so there was a viable reason that she should get more sleep than normal. I just wonder about those other days where she's not sick! It's good to have an excuse!

I'm looking forward to Saturday thought!! Or Friday, whichever way you look at it, or whatever day they tell me. Hopefully they will tell me soon however. I hate waiting and I have this fear that they are going to call me and tell me that it's off! Cruel cruel world!!

I am going to have the best darn Soc presentation in the whole world!!

I am going to have the best AmEx project in the whole darn world!

We will be a happy Japanese family and all of us will come to the family meetings, including me!!

Madagascar will be rediscovered through my research!

I will not die with so much writing next term!

I will not think about dying from writing next term until the term!

I will not be stressed out over all these things! I will look at them and start instead of crying!!

The world does revolve around me!! =P