I gave my whole spiel about SUA today (again). This person was one of the few who connected Soka Unversity with Soka Gakkai. He almost knew Daisaku Ikeda's name - he had it on the tip of his tongue "Daisu..." I'm not really sure what he thought about the whole thing, since we both sort of wandered off after that (me because I was feeling awkward). Me and my paranoia thought that he was avoiding me, but I don't think that really happened.

Why am I still awkward about this?