Time is stupid. It's all fast and slow and kills people but lets us change and is just basically dumb. When you want it to pass, it doesn't, but when you want the moment to be as long as possible, it's over so quickly. When you're little one week feels like forever, but when you get older, one year feels like a week. What happens when you get even older? What happens when you run out of time? They say that time began with the Big Bang, is it going to end in some equally catastrophic event? Things would be so much easier if we just didn't have to deal with time.

Okay, third day and I've already fallen off the wagon. What a world. Gonna have to figure out the best time to write. Morning may be it, we'll have to wait and see. Now to the real "touchy, feely stuff."

Yup, last night was interesting. The "Identity Lounge." I've never been to a real lounge, but I don't think they're supposed to be that cold. It's kinda weird as a straight person to hear about the struggles of the gay community, I can't idenify in any way with their feelings. I can be sympathetic and supporting, I guess, but I can't really understand what they're going through. There isn't anything else that I know of that is so fundamentally inside yourself and at the same time so taboo in our societies. I wonder if it is biological or mental or what. And are there people out there who truely don't know that they have a different orientation. What about me? I've never even considered that I wasn't straight, but does that just mean I'm limiting myself? And REALLY can't identify with the transgendered crowd, how is it to feel that you are a different gender than you were born? Doesn't that determine your gender? And from such an early age for Claudine. Are most children's self-identities developed in first grade anyway? But it was definitely good to hear her story, I've never heard a transgendered person's story firsthand. Hmm Oh and the bubbles were fun, but only when I could make them and they didn't attack my head! Yes, and must ask a question. I've been told that there was a person there who is gay but hasn't come out to the campus yet, dare I ask??

Must play tennis!...

After tennis thought...must be more encouraging, instead of just not unsupporting.

So, why a blog? Why not. I was doing a bio assignment and came across a blog that was linked to one of my definition sites and thought "what the heck." That's all there is to it, and so here I am. Maybe it will do me some good to be able to spout of not have people interrupt me. Better than a website 'cause I can't keep updating the thing. Yup, and of course I should probably be doing homework or studying for the test I have in approximately 56 minutes, but then, I just did bad on one, so why don't we make it two just for fun! How about one more thing to distract me from things that I really need to be doing. And where was Bill, by the way? So sad