How wonderful is this feeling of absolute freedom as I sit and read after work. There is nothing that I should be doing, beyond possibly a load of dishes. Yea for having a low-responsibility job!

So a woman at work today asked me about myself, and I got into the whole SUA, SGI, disgruntled Buddhist thing. Surprisingly, I enjoyed it. She said that everyone has a story. After the part about being a Buddhist at a Christian school, she said I could write a book. Made me feel really good. And it made me realize that I have had a very different life than many people, though not at all by my own choice. It's not like I could write a memoir or anything, but I'm revisiting the whole writing thing. I'm just so darn tired after work, makes me think I'm not cut out for the regular work hours.

I was also thinking on the way home that I have never made a decision in my life. The hardest one I've ever made was to be Humanities, and it's not like that was a major life-changing decision.