21.5.05

How about a blog since I can't sleep.

Uhh, I can't sleep. Been awake since 5:00am, translating into about 4 hours of sleep. Still have the chance for a couple more hours if I can manage to fall asleep again.

I'm really disturbed by the fact that my dad's friend Delle is here. Firstly, my dad never told me and I'm wondering if he'll be able to get into the ceremony (and hoping that he can't?). It's only luck, recalcitrance, and the fact that I thought my dad might do something like this that I didn't give the ticket away. I've warned Ann and Uyen to not let anything he says reflect on me. If you're out there and you think you may be in danger, by all means, be warned. Hopefully they'll avoid him, that's what I plan on doing.

Since I've been lying awake, I've been having daydreams about telling him off and not allowing him to come today or tomorrow. If he's annoying or obnoxious, I think I may actually forbid him to come, or a least cut him off really shortly. This is my thing right? I can invite anyone I want, and I didn't even invite him. I would understand why he's here if we had borrowed his truck, but we didn't.

Oh yeah, did I tell you? There's no truck, only a minivan. I am very annoyed, and if it all doesn't fit, he's just going to have to rent a U-Haul. Why do I have to be annoyed at my own graduation?

Can you tell what's on my mind? See you tomorrow, maybe for the last time for a while.

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