So much is happening all over the world, except right here. All my fault. I think I'm going to go see a taiko perform next week or sometime. I wonder if I would be closer to the other exchange students if Sammi and Ally weren't here. Or would I be even more of a recluse than I am? My thoughts are turning more and more random, I wonder if that's a bad thing or a good thing. But then when it's time to think, I can't do it. Just sit back and let it flow.

Going to Nisseko this weekend. Ought to be interesting. I don't think all the exchange students have been in one location in a while. More slumber parties like when we first got here. That was fun, hopefully it will be fun again.

So, we had a big test today. Covering 6 chapters or so. After the speaking part, when we had to talk with the teacher, she asked me if I had studied a lot. I guess that means I did well...she kept making little comments during the test, but I just figured that's part of the whole "be supportive" thing. Anyway, so I didn't study that hard, I just understood the questions a lot better this time. I hope it's because I'm getting better, not because it was easy stuff. But then we were talking about how we are almost done with the book and what are we going to do when we finish it. I hope we can just have discussion classes or work on vocabulary or keep practicing what we know. There can't be all that much grammer left to learn anyway that we can't learn just by talking. I need to speak in Japanese more often.

I had a dream about moving back to campus for the last year. It wasn't sad or crazy or weird or antyhing, it was just normal. It was pretty real, except for a few details, like Cassie and Uyen aren't living together and stuff like that. So I'm worrying about my ability to "enjoy the now." I guess I'm not. Arrgghh