Blog blog blog. Nothing. Nope, nadda but yearnings that have to wait. It seems I'm more ready than I thought to be out on my own. But I could just be ignoring the stuff I don't like. Sounds like me anyway.

So I'm having some difficulties resolving the selfish and unselfish parts of my soul, if you want to get dramatic about it. It's about responsibility and sharing lives and reciprocation and all that jazz. Not so much about money, but about time. Maybe, is money good enough, or how many parts money to how many parts pure time? It's kind of the culture around me, the whole "raising the future" thing. What comes first, our obligations to the past, present, or future? Or am I just being selfish? And is there anything wrong with that? Anyway, I suppose only time will tell.