Okay, so I'm starting to notice a trend. I write a lot of poetry though I can't spell the word when I'm going to because that's when I think about all the stuff in the day but I barely get up to write it down. I did the other night and then went back to bed, but when I did that, I changed it in my head, but I didn't get back up to change it. So those changing, along with I don't know how many writy thingys are gone. But I just don't feel like writing when I'm awake, and a lot of the time, I'm too lazy to get up once I have gone to bed.

Is all this a good thing or a bad thing. I was discussing with myself the fact that poetry sometimes brings out the worst in me when I up the ante just to make the poem better maybe it's better that I can't remember them. It's not like I'm ever going to show them to anyone!

I had this scary dream that I had to read some poems to I don't know who, it was a bunch of people. And I had the poems impressed into my flesh and I read them off of there. Except that the first one which happened to be the one I wrote the other night I messed up on because somehow I decided to rewrite it while I was saying it, and it got all messed up. Then I don't remember the next one, but the last one I was supposed to read just looked like a pattern on my hand, and I thought I shouldn't read this one, it'll be boring for them. So apparently, I could have read it, I just chose not to. I wonder what it would have sounded like, were there words involved?