Morbid thoughts on the brain today, probably not a good sign. Would people miss me if I died in some horrific accident? Not a good sign at all. Maybe I shouldn't be able to hide in my room all day.

Gender issues. Basically, boys are dumb, that's what I got out of the chapter. Especially the hair guy, how much dumber can you get, he obviously has no idea about anything. Reading about that stuff is interesting but depressing. I like to read about it in other cultures, I can make judgements or whatever on them, but when it's about my own culture, it's just scary because I can't make judgements because I'm part of the system. Do I giggle? Do I laugh? We seem to think that around girls we laugh but around boys we giggle, which is so depressing because it's not a planned thing. It's so much a part of us that we don't even realize we're doing it. Did Scarlet O'Hara realize the way she was treating boys all the time? Maybe she didn't. We don't seem to, though we are nowhere on the level with her. Darn! Should have been taking notes! Why do all the movies show us that boys are weak and manipulatable? Or maybe it is showing that women are connivers. But it wouldn't be so easy for women to be conniving if the boys weren't so weak. I wonder if that works in the real world.

I could definitely be evil!