It's weird, normally I like to go to class and I would just rather not do the homework, but lately, I feel like I would just rather do the reading or the writing or whatever and not go to class. Does that mean I'm enjoying learning more, or just that I'm lazy and I don't want to leave this room? Maybe a little of both. I need to get invloved in something, like I have said a million-and-one times. And I think it needs to be something off campus, which makes it all the harder. Doesn't seem to be able to be SGI, that would just kill me, not make me want to branch out or whatever the purpose of the exercise would be. Maybe it would be good to get out there though, to try to change things...but it's not the physical stuff that's going on, mostly, it's the whole atmosphere of non-learning.

Maybe I'll just go to sleep and wake up in 50 years.