30.10.02

Being busy gives me something to focus on. As long as I have something that I can put myself into, I'm fine. But is that running away, or avoiding the issue. Are they really issues, excuse me Gail troubles if I can forget them so easily. All I need to do is have my mind taken somewhere else. If they were that troubling, wouldn't they consume my mind? Oh, and I do have a mind that gets consumed!! And then there are the times that I'm thinking about this stuff and it gets worse. So then, why do I think about it? Wouldn't it just be smarter not to? Maybe it could fester, but sometimes I think I am really not think about my problems, not even in the back of my mind. Shouldn't you be able to tell? I would be so much easier if we could just forget about it and put our minds of something else and it would go away. Hey, I wish that worked with homework as well.

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