So, what do you do when you don't want to talk to anybody? It feels like all I want to do lately is talk to the people I always talk to. That could stem from me being annoyed with the entire world, but that has been on the downside lately, thank goodness. I think I am getting more homework done because of it, that's the bright side, could it just be coming from a feeling that I need to get my homework done?? Every time I do something that is not homework oriented, I feel guilty, and it sucks! All I want to do is be able to play around and not feel like I'm the biggest slacker there ever was. There are parts of me that do not involve homework, but lately I feel like I've been pushing them to the background. I want to do well in school, but I want to be a complete person as well. I want to be able to hang out with people while not doing homework! Time management has always been something that I am sooooooo bad at, that is another thing I have been trying to work on, but it seems like it takes up so much time!! So, I feel like I shouldn't talk to people and that I don't really even want to. I still see the freshmen as different and I think I'm even pushing some of the first class away, or if not pushing, then ignoring. There are so many people that I don't see very often. I thought I went through this at the beginning of last year, this whole social thing, but apparently I'm doing it again. I must end this cycle. It comes from my own insecurities, so I just have to end those. HA, easier said than done. Oh man, gotta chant then I suppose.