22.10.02

Okay, we can handle this. There was nothing about yesterday that was hard. I wonder if it's just about the stress of being graded. I hate being graded. When I get a less than perfect grade, I think that I have somehow failed in some way, that never again will I receive a good grade. Quite stupid actually. So is my method, then, that of an overachiever? Just do more so that they cannot penalize you for anything. Who knows?

All I want to do is sleep. Why does lying on a bed feel so good. Even if you're not sleeping, but you are doing nothing. To me, doing nothing is the best thing in the world. If I never had to eat or drink, I could just sleep all day long.

Yup, I really have nothing to say. Except that I must write poem with the line. I attempted once, but it was really bad!

What if the eyes are the windows to the soul?
What do you see when you look into mine?
What do you see when you look in the mirror?
What if the eyes are the mirror of your soul?

Wow, going to have to just STOP and...maybe later

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